im lucky

i still have my old friends

ive made some new ones

im still happy

a month has gone by fast

i hope you still love me by Christmas

~ CAS

im finally truely happy..

i think i deserve it..

i hope it lasts

dads went pretty well this weekend..we actually made it through without too many religious conversations or heart to hearts about the dangers of the internet and how im not being smart about it and about how i cant drive..and now im back home and this week they are piling the homework on us worse than ever before..english could be my whole day in it of itself but of course its not and jean still insists on giving us like 7 different assignments..im so lost in pre cal and physics isnt much better..but i guess everything will work itself out..im pretty excited about homecoming..i got a dress and all that good stuff..i still need jewelry and everyones date situation seems to be working itself out pretty well..this month is just awesome..ole miss student day and homecoming next weekend..our homecoming the weekend after..and then balloon races..im just pumped..i keep living each week just to get to the weekend haha..i really like the new guys im meeting and the new friends im getting..it kinda sucks that it took me this long to really come out of my shell but i guess its better late than never..so anyways incase there is anyone who takes interest in my daily life..there is it

leave some love

~CAS

"Homecoming Queen"

by Hinder

Its been five years since Ive seen her face 
Shes the holy ghost lost without a trace 
And now were left with the whatifs 
Its been five years since she left for LA 
Shes an angel with a dirty face 
And it seems to me 
Shes a casuality of all the pressure 
That we put on her 
And now weve lost her for good 
Its such a shame shame shame 
That our homecoming queen 
Was alot like you and alot like me 
And she never walked on water 
Guess no one really saw her 

She was so adored by everyone 
When it came to looks she was next to none 
But loved partying and having too much fun 
Then she hooked up with the wrong someone 
And he promised everything under the sun 
And it seems to me 
Shes a casuality of all the pressure 
That he put on her 
And now weve lost her for good 
Its such a shame shame shame 
That our homecoming queen 
Was alot like you and alot like me 
And she never walked on water 
Cause no one really saw her 
Its such a shame shame shame 
That our homecoming queen 
Had a lot to prove and so many to please 
Shes just somebodys daughter 
Just looking for somebody to love her 

Well I never knew you 
Wish I couldve saved you 
>From losers that drained you 
Before you got strung out 
With so much potential 
How could you let us down 
Its such a shame shame shame 
That our homecoming queen 
Was alot like you and alot like me 
And she never walked on water 
Cause no one really saw her 
Shame shame shame 
That our homecoming queen 
Had a lot to prove and so many to please 
Shes just sombodys daughter 
Looking for somebody to love her 
Shes just somebodys daughter 
Looking for somebody to love her 

Its such a shame shame shame

i thought this song went really well with the 8th grade retreat we did today about peer pressure and backstabbing..

i really wish i would have read the lyrics before the retreat so maybe i couldve played it for them but anyways..it went great

xoxo

~cas